Getting a chemical peel tomorrow! The facialist suggested I get one for the next three weeks before I head back to school and said that I should see some progress with my hyperpigmentation. Maybe this is the beginning of the end?
Confidence is attractive right? My skin is looking better and I’m ok with going out in public without makeup on. But I don’t know if I have the confidence to deal with attractive people yet, hell I didn’t really have that before. But now I don’t have makeup to hide behind and what if everyone thinks I’m ugly? Then they think I’m ugly, which isn’t a big deal in the grand scheme of things. I’m used to hiding behind makeup and being told that I’m pretty, so the thought of being ugly(which is something I’m trying so hard not to be) is still extremely uncomfortable for me.